Finally!
I've spent most of my night working on the HTML for my diary. As you can tell, I changed the template. I'm not entirely satisfied with the way this design looks, but I can live with it for a while. I certainly didn't work on perfecting it this long, only to change the layout in a few days.
There is a story behind my choosing this layout. Requiem For A Dream is one of Tom's favorite movies (I liked the movie, but it's not one of my top favorites, as it is with him). When I saw this design, I thought of him. Therefore, I decided to use it.
Later on today, either this morning during my business class, or this afternoon, I will give this diary a real update. I've got an argument to talk about (among other things, my mom called me a "sorry ass" and she believes that I "think I'm above everyone else," which I find funny; I tend to feel as if I'm worthless and below everyone, yet I give off the vibe that makes others think I'm putting on airs--that is just too funny). Another topic that needs to be written about is my feelings for Tom (i.e. me feeling like we're getting too close, which is making me want to pull away on one level--the level that says that I'm not worthy and that I'll be nothing but a disappointment; the other level being that I don't want to pull away because I'm so into him and want to continue this relationship).
For now, however, I'm going to bed because it's almost 1 a.m. and I've got to get up early in the morning. Tom is suppose to call me for a morning chat, and I can't allow myself to be running late (which would mean that Tom and I couldn't talk).
God, he makes me feel all kinds of positive feelings. He doesn't know how he makes me feel, but there's nothing bad about the things that come over me when thinking or speaking about him.
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