I'm experiencing something that is not so new. It's called "energy." It seems that this thing, this "energy," gives one the motivation to do things. So far it's helped me clean the bathrooms, start on the house, and feel a certain sense of accomplishment for doing these things.
Of course, I get this "energy" quite often, but I usually have trouble funneling it into something positive. Usually, I feel jittery, like all of my muscles, veins, and bones are gonna burst out of my fingers and toes. I haven't been able to stay still. I couldn't stand myself, my energy was getting on my nerves so bad. Sitting still on my bed was driving me crazy. So, I began to clean. At least it got my mind focused on something else.
Having said all of that, I'm beginning to get on my own nerves for just sitting here and typing. I've still got to sweep and mop the house, dust the furniture, and all of that.
My mom asked me if something was wrong, if I was feeling okay. She's not use to me being so energetic. I have a tendency to clean whenever I'm upset, so I guess that's why she asked. I thought it was funny, though. I can't even clean the house without my mom wondering what is wrong with me.
Now, let me continue with my cleaning. I've got to get it done, because it keeps me from focusing on how I get on my own nerves.
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